Tis Wil Be My Last Post

Hi n BYE , Tis Will be The Last Post of My Blog,
I wnt To Let Me Keep All My WORD in The Place Tht No1 Will Knw
Maybe U say I should not be like tis But Tht Hw I wnt to be
My Style Is Dun Wnt Ppl Knw d Sadnes I hav
Cuz I Juz Laugh Infornt Of U GUYs =X
So Bb.............

2nd Sem

2nd Sem has almost ended,

TIs Sem I dunno how to say,

Cn say is FUN n also cn Say Not Fun

The Fun Part is Many veri Fun d Activiti

But also Some of the thing the was FUN like last sem has gone

I cn say is Not like be4 Although gt meet the new fren ,

hahahah Now oredi 2nd sem d week 11 liao,

So thts mean New Sem is Coming but be4 tht  FINAl EXAM also coming.........

Time Changes Everything.....

Times Run veri Faz
Faz Til we Cnt Catch up
So does d Fren
D Fren tht U knw be4 also change
D Fren Tht say will be Friend wth u also change
Be4 tht All Are Happy In a Group
Now
Every1 since like Change
Alone d at there alone
Cry d At there Cry
Anti d Been Anti at there
Reli Wish we Cn be still a Group Like be4

Why I must Accept the reality...

Everytime I On FB I saw ur name ,
Everytime I Stop Thinking I Think of U ,
Everytime I think Of U I Think Tht I stil gt chance ,
But I knw I Juz lieing to myslef only ,
I dun wnt to accept the truft ,
I dun wnt to Aceept tht I Lose ,
But I Knw I Have No Chance.......

I Tired Liao....

It Seems Like U Wont say anything nice infront of me........
I Tired Liao..........
I Dun want to Think Too Much About it liao.........
I Dun want to Show Any Emotion Infront Of U Guys liao.......
Tired..........
Maybe Is My Problem........
So I Cn Blame Myself Only........

Am I not Doing Gud Enough ???

At Hse I Always Try My Best to Do Things d Thing Tht I Should do
Like Throwing Rubbish , Mop d Floor n other thing......
But Why U Stil Wont Say Me Nice Or Somethings ???
Izzit Reli Tht Hard to Make U Say me Nice ???

Juz Being Silent n Dun Care Anything

I Love To Talk n Love To Hear other ppl d Things
but to My Family sometimes I Reli Dun Wnt to Care About it....
Why ????
Cuz When I Care Too much....
I Juz Been Said I too 38
Last Week , We 1 Family Go Foo Ping eat Din Sum . We eat near a table tht where they keep all those Tisue . I saw Ours d Almost Finish So I Go Take . When I Take I Took Many Cuz I Juz realise My Mom D Car d Tissue Almost Finished then O Took more to put at My  Mom Car . When The Time I Took back I Thought tht My Mom would be Happy But Sadly It Juz Me Think Too Much....
At 1st My Dad say me
"Why U Take So Much Tissue ???"
"U dunno Look Very Malu Meh ???"
"Its Not Like We Dun Hav Money to buy ???"
???????
I Juz Think Tht  mom d old tissue on her car almost wnt Finish then Help take mah Ned Like Tis say meh ??
I Reli Make U So Malu Izzit ???
I Smash Ur Car Make U MAlu Izzit ??
My Result Sucks Make U MAlu Izzit ????
All The Things I Do Juz Make U Malu Izzit ????
I Didnt Done Any tht Make U Proud Izzit ??????
I Juz Like A Shit In ur Eye Izzit ????
Why U Done Play Joke to Me or wat Juz Like U Joke to My Sis n Bro ???
Juz becuz I Big Enough ????
Then I no ned liao ??????
U Know everytime U talk Something  I always Try My Best To Agree Wth u ????
Even d 1st Time I gt A In Exam U also Didnt say Good Work or anything to me ???
U Juz Pass d Topic n Say Juz Like Tht ah ?????
Am I Reli Making u So Embarrased So Much ??????

Finally My Dad Scold Me Liao n Almost Wnt to Slap My Face

9 of November 2010 NIGHT
The Day My Dad Scold Me n "ALMOST" wanted to Slap My Face,
I Lock My Door Dun Let My Bro In n Let Him Knock d Door For about 15minute , After I Open Then I Scold Him , He Cry , Then my Mom is The 1st 1 Who Are Angry , Then My Dad Came N Scold Me Like a SHIT . He Say "Tht Is Ur Borther Why U treat him Like Tis ????"
hahaha Funny Leh  ??????? My Father Didnt Scold us For A Few Year N Finally 2day He Scold Me !!!!
He Scold Me Until I Wnt To Cry......Hahah I wnt To Cry ????Hahaha
Am I reli Tht Wrong ???
I Think So.......
Hahaha My Dad Scold Me liao He Also Wanted to Slap My Face....
hahahahahahahahahaha

Reason Of I Love To Wearing Earphone

Last Week , Ms Eliss told Me Tht O should Not wearing too much earphone ,
Cuz If I Wear too much My ear Will not be Function well When I Old,
I was Thinking "I Know I Know More wat Side Effect Will Gain When Hearing Too Much By Earphone",
But I Cnt Change It .
Reason 
1)By Earphone I Cnt Hear Anything From Outside
2)By Earphone I Cn Avoid Family d Convensation
3)By Earphone I Feel More Relax
4)By Earphone I Cn Feel The Beat Of The MUSIC

              ~Main I CN AVOID TO KNOWING ANYTHING THT I DUN LIKE TO KNOW ~

Who To Blame Me or My Bor......

I Lock My Door
Then My Brother want to com in (Since He Sleep wth me)
Then I Dun Open
He Knock My Door Many Times
I Still Dun Care
He Call My Sis
Then My Sis Knock Then I Open
After I Open I Scold Him In A Rude Way(Reli Rude Cuz I also Think I Too Over Liao)
Then He Cry
He Bring His Blanket n Go Down
My Mom Saw
Then He Shout n Angry
Then My Father Came Up
Then I Been Scold Until Reli Hard
I Cnt Say Anything
If I Say I Will Been Slap
After My Father Go
My Mom Juz Stand At There Staring At Me
She Didnt Talk n Say Anything
Then She Close The Door
So Who Should I Blame ???
Is Me Right ???
I realise Tht If I Dun Care Anything About It Then None Of Tis Thing Would Happend So Next Time I Will Juz Hear My Music Everytime Juz To Let Me to Dun Hear any Conversation About my Family , When I Dunno wat Are They saying Then I wont Be scold..............

Juz Becuz OF U My Happy Moment Was Been Destroy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday Something NICE juz Happen , I Think Thts is the Greatest n Best Thing tht I Wish It Would Happend , The Next Day the Moment I Though After I settlel The Hardest Part n Things Will Going According To The Way I LIKE . But Juz BEcuz Of U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All Of It Has GONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now Peoeple Go Wth Other People Liao !!!!!!!!!!!!! U HAppy Now !!!!!!!!!! Yah U wont Cuz U Dunno Wat Happend But NOW I VERY VERU ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW MY MOOD TA MA DULAN !!!!!!!!!!!! Yah U right Now My Age Should Do more Study !!!!!!!!!!!!! So.............Thts Mean I ned to Let Go All Of the Chance ah ????? U think I Gt So MAny Chance Ah ?????? Tis Year NOVEMBER 6 I baru Gt Chance n Juz Becuz Of  U , I Dun Hav Chance liao..................

Finally I Made Up my Mine My Choice is...........

At Year 2010 Month October Day 5 , Time 9.47pm I Have Made up My Mind . Its Time To face the choice that I have Oredi know for a long time liao , When I Think that I gt The Chance is only juz a lie......
I lieng Myslef for let me Think tht I gt Chance , But when the time passed , I find out tht Im only 1 who are disturbing . I should Quit tis Game....Tis Game reli Hard to play N I know it From the begining...... Tis Game let me saw somethings tht I dun want to c , Tis game let me Know how Stupid Im....... But Now I have finally made up my mind The Choice tht I make is to "QUIT"..............

Sometimes Choice Take even longer time to make...........

I hav think of making a choice for a long time . I dunno wat choice do i choose , either Yes or No ???? If I choose Yes will i feel better ???? If I Choose No I will be feel more sad ???? I dunno......... I ask some opinion from many people But sadly I stil cnt accept their opinin Is not tht their opinion not nice Is Juz I dun feel like want to make the choice I Feel like want to Juz Let it stay at tht situation . But I know I juz lieing to myslef I juz trying to escape from tht choice , I juz dun wnt to face the choice tht I have oredi made up in my mind......

Im Bck For Ntg ==

Haiz Is been awhile i didnt post any new blog liao cuz I 4gted about my password so tis few day i try to open it n ended 2day i juz cn open it ==||| Gt too many things now bothering me , Assigment , Test , n other reli "MAFAN" d things ==||| Haiz....................Tired lah........................

How Does I Think of LOVE

Love Reli cuzing many Trouble to many ppl , Love Cn Turn A Girl or a Guy to become HAPPY But it also cn turn them become "UN"HAPPY.....................Many Frenz of mine hav many problem wth their "LOVE" i not saying them only cuz Im also the 1 . Som of my fren gt Cry be4 becuz of Love , Som of them also gt Hate a person n is becuz of love.........For Me LOVE reli is scary It cn cuz many things to happend......... I also LOVE i mean Admire a Gurl tht was same class wth me , I Admire her long time ago n Dun dare to tell her tht I LOVE her. Until tis Year I hav told her tht "I LOVE HER" I duno wat cause me to become so brave , I dunno where i gt the courage to say tht to her . At 1st She thought i was juz joking or fooling her around (I cnt blame ppl gt tis kind of respond who call me always Jking n Fooling ppl ==) But dunno is me think too much or wat , She ingore me after the 2nd or 3rd time I told him n im not playing around...... I cnt blame her for treat me like tis . Cuz I suddenly say tis kind of word to her only will scare her . In the end I find out tht I was only lieing myself  for lieing to myself tht I cn get her Cuz The Truft is I CNT..... So I told her tht I wont say tht kind of word to her anymore but will only treat her as a fren.. I was happy how it end Cuz For me If cnt Becoem COUPLE stil cn become FRENz . Ppl gt a choice to either to accept u or reject u , U cn hate tht perosn juz becuz He or She choose other people but not u , Thts ppl choice He or She think tht the person tht She or HE choose will make Her or She wont regret for it......U cnt blame PPL I tell U U CNT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO Things Like tis Juz let it be......
 "THE THINGS THAT ARE NOT BELONG TO U IS NOT BELONG TO U , THE THINGS THAT BELONGS TO U U WILL GET IT IN THE END NO MATHER WAT"

Have I Changef or Wat ???

Tis Few day I dunno why feel so veru Unhappy , Izzit me think too much or wat m??? CUz I think like many people are hating me ?? Izzit reli my mouth so Lin C til ppl strt to hate me ??? Why I have changed become like tis.........Does my Frenz now reli hate the way I talking ??? always Lc ppl ??? Am I becoming the person tht many ppl hate ????? Or From the begining U all oredi Hate me Juz when i talking u all Diam Diam only........If U guys reli hate me pls tell me Cuz I wont bother u guys anymore.....Sometimes i know my  Mouth reli Lin C so If u guys hate me I only cn blame myself only........

Wat Does "Frenz" reli mean ???

If I ask U all How to Spell "FRIEND" u guys will spell to me "F","R","I","E","N","D" correctly , But do u all reli know the meaning of "FRIEND" ???? For Me I reli dunno the meaning Cuz I trust a ppl tht call "FRIEND" but in the end I juz get ntg but A SHIT !!!!!!!  I Trust "HIM" n tell him something tht I normally wont told other ppl , Although He answer me tis Answer but at my back doing another answer........Does tis reli call "FRIEND" ????
I reli Confuse oredi....... I told U my Secert then u go and spoil It ??? Did I do anything wrong to u ??? Why U treat me like tis ??? My 1st TIME u think is play play ah ??? Do u know How much courage I have used ?? Do u think i simply tell other ppl my secert ??? WTF !!!!!!!!!!! Fuck Off lah  Ur attitude Make me wnt to VOMIT..... Next time u better dun act like Ntg happend infornt of me Cuz I will sure to Punch U until ur mom cnt recongnise u !!!!!!!!!!!!

My 1st Blog....

Tis is my 1st blog , I was thinking or u cn also say dreaming of making of a blog for many times but in the end i ended up for not doing it becuz of lazy n also dnno hw to do . I saw mayn of my frenz use blog to express their feel so Tis time I made up my mind and make a BLOG haha n here is it My 1st BLOG ^^ I know som of u after reading my blog will think my english or grammar not so gud but is true tht my english not so gud juz enough for me to talk or write nia so I say sori 1st =D I juz write in english cuz it is more easier then writing in chinese .
HAhahaha I will be strt by Writing my blog n Guys Som1 of blog juz to express my feel u dun think too much about it I didnt say any bad about u Juz tell u guys my feeling So pls dun hate me or Dun talk to me after u read my blog Cuz I will be RELI~RELI~RELI sad if u all dun talk to me =(